It's true, I'm back (again). I couldn't stay away. Life has really given me a huge kick in the shins, but I dusted these shapeless limbs off and kept on walking. Most of you guys out there are thinking WTF is she dribbling about? In a nutshell I became a single parent, moved interstate back home with my parents, I thought I was drowning without being in water aka anxiety, and the days were becoming one huge pile of shit that I lost track of time, hours, days and nights because all I was doing was crying aka depression.
I, like most females on this planet we tackle heartbreak with hairdressing sessions, getting our nails did, buying clothes, eating copious amounts of sugar in the forms of huge family chocolate blocks and cakes, and watching movies.
Mean Girls is always an epic starting block for me in my journey through what I like to call "the heart ripped out of your chest, thrown to a pack of wolves, and shat out" stage. However this time no matter how many times I repeated "Regina George is a fugly slut" I still had the blues. I knew that me crying at everything wasn't sending my daughter any positive messages. She was grieving her own loss, she lost her Dad and her family, and she was losing her Mum. I knew I had to step up and go seek some professional help. I am not ashamed to share that I had to get help, I am not a weaker person for seeking that help, I am a magical motherfushca and I am now better then I have ever been.
I have grown mentally, I have grown has a parent, and I have also grown my hair to a nice length. I guess what I am trying to get across to everyone is if you need help, go seek it. You're not a loser, you are human. Humans make mistakes and grow from them (correction, some grow and learn others still act like douche bags), we also transform into these crazy wise owls when you get dragged though so much shit. My friends (you know who you are) are amazing. The late nights I have had with you guys listening to my shit, supporting me, you are literally lifesavers. I love you all and thanks for having my back.
Hi, my name is Vienna I spoke to a shrink and now I am a unicorn